I’m disgusted with the fact I let this happened .
I’m no longer needed nor wanted. I am no longer capable of filling out the position as your lover.
I didn’t go to school today so I could clear my head, but it just made it worse.
& yes I did try .
I think heaven is overated.
I do not care of anyone’s opinion of me.
I do not care if I am not good enough for god.
I am my own god.
I am the creator and the deystroyer.
I am my own hero.
I am my worst nightmare.
I am Alex
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my dad found my stash.
i am not grounded, and if i was i wouldnt care,
they always take my stuff an what not,
but he took my favorite piece.
I have had it for almost like a year, and it was gorgeous.
It was an extension of my identity and now its lost.
Now i’m lost .
